When Love laughs you in the face, you loses your ground for a moment. You’re suddenly not quite that person anymore, the person you just thought you were. Even the person you for a moment thought you would be, vanishes right in front of you. It can be very sudden, right out of the blue. Or maybe, maybe, you’ve actually had that feeling all along, just well hidden, inside of you. You might have thought from the start that there was something missing. Not on the paper, the perfect paper, the theory- but rather was that indescribably extra something just not there for you. In some way you thought you saw it anyway- you didn’t really realise that what you saw, was a reflection. The realization that the feelings you wished you had wasn’t really yours, but rather what you thought was expected from you, is hard. So hard it can make you lose hope in that you’ll ever experience what everybody else calls Love.
Then sometimes, you suddenly get your hope back. And even if that feeling of hope might be very brief and vanish just a second later, don’t ever forget you actually had it for a while. The hope of that supposedly great Love.